One of the Best Days of my Life

There are days that, sometimes, just go so right that you want to savour them forever and ever, and never let them go.

Before reading this, have a look at this post because, y’know, I’m too tired and too happy to explain the situation again.

So, I went to the theme park with Aspen, and it was the most amazing thing I have ever done. I don’t even know how to explain it. Odd did come – thank God – I didn’t post about the developments over the week with that, because I didn’t want to get my hopes up.

I NEVER thought it would pull through. Ever. I just thought I’d be disappointed, but it HAPPENED, and it happened to ME, and it was so much better than I could have hoped for.

Let’s do a little list of highlights:

Being with him
Talking to him
Talking to all his friends, who are actually brilliant
STANDING NEXT TO HIM like what even I was standing next to a guy who I met on the internet
Realising I actually have feelings for the guy (not so good but I calmed down)

“Hey, can I sit next to you on this ride, for the banter?”
“Yeah, sure!” (We had already gone on that ride and the second time was even better).

He nearly put his arm around me on that ride, or so Odd says
Me repeatedly mumbling “ASPEN, I’m gonna kill you aaargh I’m scared I’m gonna kill you!” and him saying, “Well then, I’ll die happy.”
Gripping onto his arm for dear life – OKAY, I didn’t NEED to do that, but I’m pathetic but shh
Shouting “JOHN CENA!” on one of the rides and nearly crying with laughter
Standing directly next to him in a shop and just thinking “HOLY SHIT, I’m here!”

Hugging him when we said goodbye.

HUGGING HIM WHEN WE SAID GOODBYE.

Stop there for a sec – I HUGGED. HIM. As in I put my arms around him. And I think he was shocked for a second but he hugged me back and texted me afterwards saying “I’m still trying to get over the fact that you actually hugged me.”

Odd is CONVINCED he is “into me”, but I’m not so sure. Apparently (I wouldn’t know this) he was giving me little glances – it all points to that he IS, but like I said, I doubt it.

I have never had so much fun. I’ve never felt so happy, or at least not for a long time. Nothing has ever gone so RIGHT, in one day, without things ruining it; I can’t believe this happened to ME.

He was exactly how I expected him to be, in real life. We’re going to meet in the half term.

Guys, it just hit me: this is real. This isn’t just a far away dream. This happened; I’m real, he’s real and THIS IS REAL. This can go somewhere. It’s not hopeless – and even if it is, who can judge me for hoping?

Also, Red, thanks for tapping me on the head and then buggering off; it was all I heard from him all day.

This day has been one of the best of my entire life, and I’m not exaggerating. Things like this don’t ever happen to me; at least, nothing so perfect (because it WAS perfect in my eyes) has just happened, without any drawbacks.

True, at the beginning, I thought it was hopeless and that he just wouldn’t talk to me, but the thing with him is that he makes EQUAL TIME for everyone, which I respect above all.

I’m so glad this has happened. Even if things go to shit within the month, I don’t care: I’ll look back on this and smile, because I needed this. He’s my friend and that fills me with happiness – ACTUAL happiness.

Thank you so much for reading. I’m so glad I can share this.

From Elm πŸ™‚

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63 thoughts on “One of the Best Days of my Life

      • You’re welcome! And noooo I wanted to be the first to nominate you. That’s my bad, I hope you enjoyed answering the questions though! πŸ™‚

  1. YAY!! I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! Reading your happy posts makes me feel happy too πŸ™‚ So glad it went well and so glad you felt good!

  2. I have never been happier that someone else had an amazing saturday! You totally deserve it Elm. I’m glad you had so much fun, and Aspen (I hope I got his name right haha) sounds amazing. I’m glad you have someone who you can talk to about silly things, you seem so much happier at the minute haha, I hope it stays that way x

  3. Oh my god Elm I just decided to pop my head in the reader after a long time and I found this post and right now I’m so happy I’m positively beaming!! πŸ˜€ So I have no idea who this Aspen is (sorry!) so I guess I need to go back and check up on your previous posts for that. But honestly, I don’t care. This post just shows your happiness and that feeling has, like, kind of leached into my heart (which I’m really grateful for, btw. I really, really needed it.) and I just couldn’t be happier for you, that things have finally decided to work out well for you, for your heart, for your life, for everything. Bear hugs! ❀

    • You are the most fantastic friend, ever πŸ™‚ I’m SO glad this makes you happy; that just made my day. You are FANTASTIC. Also, haha, I’m guessing you know from your last comment who Aspen is. I’m so glad things are going okay for you. How’re things with YOU?

      • Well, I’ve been having a LOT of serious problems with my mom recently, which has led to increased arguments between us. I hope they cease soon; I’m going paranoid and most of the times I’m so mad I can’t even decide what to say. But yeah, overall, I’d say that things are going better than they usually are for me.

        Sorry, that came out longer than I thought… I had no intentions of dumping my life’s silly problems and spoiling your happy mood. You’re getting this after such a long time; you certainly deserve it. ❀

      • Shh, I’m happy to listen. Arguments are so tricky and CONSTANTLY make you feel terrible, but what I know is that it’s not your fault.

  4. elm! I’m so happy for you . I hope it goes some place wonderful between you too . you absolutly deserve the best . and sorry I’ve been MIA all last week . but This is good news , good luck πŸ™‚

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